I attended the Public School Funding Discussion last night. The strike is over as of a tentative agreement made overnight, but shit we have troubles going forward. I have many more than 50 words, but this is what I’m adding for yesterday’s 17th day since the strike was called.
Days spin out and everyone is sick.
The strike is ending and we’re still under water. The state is still trying to get out from under the cuts to education made years ago.
What can I do. Vote Republicans out. We’re one of only two states with a split legislature.
I’m hearing the district walked out on negotiations.
I think about three years from now.
I hear about losing ground after typical summer breaks.
I hear “kids are resilient,” but most kids just learn how to acclimate to their problems until later in life when shit blows up. Mental health support will be urgent when we get back.
How many times have you cried today?
The district says there’s a newer, wider gap and that they again have offered their last, best offer. There is a newer, wider gap between my mind and where it used to be.
Why is it hard to fund public education? And live on one full-time job?
Another week disintegrates.
We’ll go back tomorrow. I wonder what we’ll know by then. My 50 words:
I realize that just because I’m in a different space it turns out I still have kids I need to care for.
The district says they offered their “last and best” deal. I’ve heard nothing and I cannot speculate. I know we won’t have school on Monday. How about Wednesday?
I’m mad today. My kids need to go to school. My kids’ teachers need to feel valued. My 50 words:
I hear a plane fly overhead. I want to get on it.
We’ve been school-free for eleven days.
Alice says she likes weekends but she likes school more.
I feel like an insect in a bug house inside a zoo. Watching other people get to do shit through compound eyes.
For a few minutes, I thought it was over.
Thomas texts a Tweet. “MPS is happy to announce…” it reads. I can’t finish it because I’m driving.
If the district is happy about something, it’s got to be a deal. It’s over, I think. Will we get to go back tomorrow? Or Monday?
No. I misread; the strike continues.
I don’t care that it’s nice out. This is hard. Another account of the day in 50 words.
I think of kids with special needs, needs beyond supervision.
I think of teachers having to work two jobs.
I think of how easy it is for us to go for a walk and I know it’s so hard to have the energy to Do This for days on end.
Even though we have All Day, we wait until Normal Time to practice. Then I look up and see it’s 8:15 PM and no one is in jams. Then I realize time doesn’t matter.
I remember distance learning kicking us into outer space where we spun – still alive, somehow – untethered.